Why won’t my girlfriend have sex with me after 3 years? The Promise… Ring.

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I am frustrated in the worse way, let me bring you up to speed. My love and I have known each other for almost 8 years now, and dated for several years. She is my best friend, and I am going to spend the rest of my life with her. We broke up for almost a year and have gotten back together in the past couple months. Being together for so long, it is obvious that we were intimate. As a matter of fact, I lost my virginity to her. This leads me up to my current problem… she’s now a born-again virgin!

It started with her having some personal issues towards the end of our relationship before we split up. She had some dark times (maybe more to come on that later), and now has a more extensive list of […more]

Famous bipolar people and genius creativity!

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When I am at work, I have a unique focus where I am “in the zone”. When I leave at the end of the day, it feels like I just got there. I never find myself watching the clock, and I love my job. The work that I do is my only priority, and you won’t find me wandering around the water cooler. Different supervisors and co-workers have commented on how I do a great job of getting my work done. I feel this can be contributed to being Bipolar, because for some reason the focus is beyond normal. Creativity also accompanies the focus, and I am always going “outside-the-box” with new ideas. I’m not trying to toot my own horn, I am just trying to make a point. Take a look at some of the famous/successful people who are […more]

Philadelphia - Murder, Murder, and Mur… Homicide

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Philadelphia makes me sick. People are constantly killing each other, and the count is practically at one murder a day. Today on NPR there was a story about a murder that is simply unbelievable. A kid threw a snowball at a guy, and the guy went and got his gun… and blew the kids head off! Good job man, you win idiot of the year. Since you couldn’t handle snow thrown at your face, what do you think they are going to throw at your face in prison? This guy deserves to be put down like a rabid animal, because that is exactly what he acted like. Is this really what our world is coming to?

Who shot a missile into space first? I am terrified of China!

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I am a little scared of China, it is the US that is terrified. Not everyone realizes that the reason we fired a missile into space to blow up a satellite was to show up China. It probably would have been easier to destroy the satellite in space, but China fired off a missile in the recent past to space. We can’t let China show us up, since they are a threat to our economy and our Nation. China is like the stepbrother you lock in the closet because he’s got a lazy eye, then 10 years later his eye is better and he kicks your ass. China is a world power, with the technology to match it. The US is scared of China, but I think their food is pretty decent.

Is that a Negro at my car?

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I am far from racist, but I bet that title is eye-catching! I was watching 20/20 last night and they had an interesting story on the black/white issue. They set up an old car in the park near the white part of town. They then had 3 white teenagers pretend to vandalize the car and spray paint it in broad daylight. People were walking by with their kids, walking their dogs, and jogging to shed those Christmas pounds. 20/20 was monitoring 911 calls, and had hidden cameras set up. While the white kids were doing their thing, there was only one 911 call and a couple of people talked to them and said they shouldn’t be doing that. At the same time, a guy called 911 because there was a family of black folks sleeping in their car. In fact, he called twice saying they looked shady like they were going to rob someone. The overall result was not many people bothered to stop and just went about their business.

Then came the black teenagers. They did the same thing as the white boys, but far more people stopped to say they should stop what they were doing. Not only that, but the […more]

A Bipolar Blog - Why I am doing it?

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Years ago when I was going through therapy, I kept a journal. It was “recommended”, and I found it soothing. It has been a long time since I kept any kind of journal, so I decided to start a blog. I have been hearing about them for years, and never really cared to do one. I know my theme of Bipolar can be eye catching, but it is not what you expect. I am medicated and lead a normal life, but I was cursed with a gift of genes from my grandfather. You won’t find rants that go up and down, nor suicidal babblings. Sorry to disappoint, but this is for me to write about my observations in life. I do think a lot differently than the average everyday individual, but am far from crazy. I hope you enjoy my blog, and I urge you to bookmark it and check back often. Spread the word, let people know.